Lessons Unlearned

I learned how to stop loving, some time ago
I learned the lesson of trusting, even if I was slow
I learned of the pain that could fill a heart
I learned that betrayal could tear me apart

I learned of the anguish, that would replace hope
I learned how to crawl, in an effort to cope
I learned that the fates are often times cruel
I learned that intelligence, doesn't mean you can't be fooled

I learned how to build these walls around my soul
I learned how to fill this gaping aching hole
I learned not to depend on any but myself
I learned that out there is never any help

I learned to be become hard and cold
I learned to hear everything I was told
I learned how to read between the lines
I learned to protect the spirit inside

I learned to cry, silently at night
I learned to cover up and hide
I learned to bury the memories
I learned to forget about the dreams...

Then, one day, someone changed all that
Taught me to dream, taught me to laugh
Taught me to open up, gave me sight
Taught me to walk, taught me to fight

All around the walls started to crumble
All the defenses, crashed in a tumble
Slowly but surely, they would be broken down
In warming comfort, the anguish did drown

Someone with a smile and gentle hand
Taught me to hope, taught me to stand
Taught me to heal, while lifting my soul above
Taught me to trust... taught me to love.

© 2007 CRCooney